My name is Amanda. I’m nineteen, the kid who studied twice as hard to be half as visible. My brother Henry is two years older and permanently golden—brand-new car at sixteen, applause for breathing; I got a clearance-sale bicycle and a reminder to be grateful. The only person who ever made me feel seen was Grandma. She remembered birthdays, slipped me pocket money, and promised, “When you get to college, I’ll help every month.” That promise is what got me through senior year. College came, a partial scholarship to a school two hours away, a dorm room that smelled like new paint and someone else’s microwave popcorn. I waited for Grandma’s first transfer. Nothing. I called my mom and got a lecture so loud it rattled the dorm window: “How selfish can you be? Grandma has money problems! Get a job instead of begging.” So I did—coffee shop mornings, cheap food and cheaper shoes, and a second job at night writing web content on a laptop that croaked more than it purred. There were weeks I lived on yesterday’s unsold muffins and pride. When the café closed for sanitation, I nearly fainted in class. My roommate Sarah fed me and, when my laptop died, borrowed $500 from her parents to fix it. I wrote every cent in a notebook like it was scripture, promising I’d pay her back.
Meanwhile, the family group chat read like a press release about Henry’s brilliance. “He’s buried in exams,” my parents said whenever he skipped a gathering. I barely texted with him; his replies were vague, all “busy” and “later,” a ghost with Wi-Fi. Last weekend was Grandma’s birthday. I took the bus home with a cheap frame and a photo of us from my graduation, the kind of gift you give when you have a heartbeat full of love and a wallet full of air. By the time I got to her house, the dining room was a Norman Rockwell fever dream—roast, rolls, gravy, laughter bouncing off the ceiling. My stomach growled so loud the dog answered. I slid into a chair, tried to act normal, and pretended not to count the rolls.
We were halfway through the meal when my cousin Tyler squinted at me over green beans and said, “Dang, Amanda, you’re skinny. You good?” Before I could answer, my mother trilled, “Oh, you know these college girls and their trendy diets—what is it, intermittent fasting?” I opened my mouth to tell the truth. Grandma beat me to it. “Tyler’s right,” she said, her voice as soft as it ever is when she’s about to cut steel. “Amanda, you’re too thin.” Then she turned, really looked at me, and asked, “Isn’t the $1,500 I send you every month enough for food?”
The fork slipped from my fingers and clattered like a cymbal. The table went silent. Even the gravy stopped bubbling. “What money?” I said, barely audible. “Grandma, I haven’t gotten anything. Not since I moved to campus.” Eyes ricocheted around the room until they all landed on my parents. Grandma didn’t raise her voice. She didn’t need to. “Robert. Elizabeth,” she said, using their full names like a court summons, “would you care to explain?” My mother’s smile snapped like a rubber band. “Mother, this is complicated. Maybe we can step into—” “Not complicated,” Grandma said, still gentle, somehow more dangerous. “What did you do with Amanda’s money? And if you don’t tell us everything right now, I’m going to the police.”
My mom started crying the way she always has—loud, theatrical, saltwater as strategy. My dad stared at his hands like answers might be hiding in his cuticles. “We… we used it for Henry,” he finally said, voice flat. “He has a gambling problem. High school friends, then worse in town. Therapists, clinics—we tried. He relapses.” The room swayed. Every skinny month in my dorm stood up and demanded to be counted. Every “be more like your brother” turned into a joke that wasn’t funny. My grandmother’s face didn’t move. “Everyone, please keep eating,” she said, smiling the kind of smile that warns storm birds. “Robert. Elizabeth. My office. Now.”
They stood like scolded children and followed her down the hall. Conversations restarted in broken pieces—the way people talk when they’re trying to pretend the house didn’t just tilt. Tyler squeezed my shoulder. I couldn’t swallow. Ten minutes later I drifted into the hallway on autopilot and pressed my ear to Grandma’s office door. I couldn’t make out words, just tones—my dad’s low plea, my mother’s hiccuping sob, Grandma’s voice like a clean blade: “Years of lying.” “We tried.” “No excuse.” I went back to the table and moved food around my plate like it was a chess game I couldn’t win. Thirty minutes later, the door opened. My parents re-entered, faces washed out and older, coats clutched like shields. They didn’t look at anyone. They didn’t say goodbye. The front door closed behind them with a sound that felt like a verdict.
Grandma came back five breaths later with a birthday smile stapled in place. “Who’s ready for cake?” she sang, and we cut slices like a script. After the last guest left, after the dishwasher’s sigh was the only sound in the house, she took my hand and said, “You’re not going back to the dorm tonight. You’re staying here.” I nodded, throat too tight for words. She squeezed my fingers and added, softer, calmer, scarier, “Tomorrow morning I’m going to tell you everything I learned in that office. And then we’re going to decide what happens next.”
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